im juz a gurl dat wanna hve fun in life....have frendz....have a boyfrend....but sumtimes...i cnt have it...
i dunnoe y theyre cntrolling me dat much...seemz like im still under age 4 them~sumtimes aku nangis bila tingat bnda2 cmtok...tiz iz so unfair...y i cnt be like other normal teenagers??? im a human...i hve a heart feelin....i dserve 2 b happy....2 cry...2 laugh...or better i lived alone...ol by maself,witout any frndz around me...witout sum1 dat i luv...slh,kh aku utk hang around wit my frendz? y do these people nver try 2 undrstand how i feel....im not a doll...im not a toy...im a daughter....im a gurl..
maybe im a jobless~so dat i cnt go out~i cant hve frendz~i cnt hve a bf~ :: maybe cuz of dat...aku jd lesbianz!
bcuz....stp kali aku bkwn ngn org laki....mst xbley....juz like my past life...hve 2 hide my relationship wit 1 guy...slamak 3 taun! y....evrybdys not perfect....xsmstnya apa yg kta impikn....akn jd knytaan...stp apa yg smpurna d mata kta memg ssh nk dpt...
i luv ol my frendz....k.nor,mieyra,sis ejay,aton,beb,shane...n sapa2 jak....i hve nbdy in tiz world....only wit them..i feel d joy....happy....i laugh...y dun they juz..locked me up inside my rumz so dat i cant go out....! tied me up! or put me in the cage!
aku xtauk smpey bila aku dpt than hidup cmtok...d cntrol~
jgn smpey aku dpressed bna2....n do stupid thngz! tiz aint me!
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Monday, July 26, 2010
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