hey if Shane looked at you with her glasses like that, wouldn't you be giggling like a schoolgirl too? I know i would. No wait, i think i would faint. hee.

I don't think it's necessarily "love" though. But i think there was some strong attraction there on both sides. Shane couldn't take her eyes of carmen either. Now the question is whether that attraction is strong enough for Shane to let her guard down and explore this thing further.

Of course I'm hoping she does...

SHANE+CARMEN....

Sharmen (Shane&Carmen): We start kissing and we can't stop kissing~~

WHAT IS LOVE???

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

Monday, July 26, 2010

heartbroken gurl~

im juz a gurl dat wanna hve fun in life....have frendz....have a boyfrend....but sumtimes...i cnt have it...
i dunnoe y theyre cntrolling me dat much...seemz like im still under age 4 them~sumtimes aku nangis bila tingat bnda2 cmtok...tiz iz so unfair...y i cnt be like other normal teenagers??? im a human...i hve a heart feelin....i dserve 2 b happy....2 cry...2 laugh...or better i lived alone...ol by maself,witout any frndz around me...witout sum1 dat i luv...slh,kh aku utk hang around wit my frendz? y do these people nver try 2 undrstand how i feel....im not a doll...im not a toy...im a daughter....im a gurl..
maybe im a jobless~so dat i cnt go out~i cant hve frendz~i cnt hve a bf~ :: maybe cuz of dat...aku jd lesbianz!
bcuz....stp kali aku bkwn ngn org laki....mst xbley....juz like my past life...hve 2 hide my relationship wit 1 guy...slamak 3 taun! y....evrybdys not perfect....xsmstnya apa yg kta impikn....akn jd knytaan...stp apa yg smpurna d mata kta memg ssh nk dpt...
i luv ol my frendz....k.nor,mieyra,sis ejay,aton,beb,shane...n sapa2 jak....i hve nbdy in tiz world....only wit them..i feel d joy....happy....i laugh...y dun they juz..locked me up inside my rumz so dat i cant go out....! tied me up! or put me in the cage!
aku xtauk smpey bila aku dpt than hidup cmtok...d cntrol~
jgn smpey aku dpressed bna2....n do stupid thngz! tiz aint me!
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

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