hey if Shane looked at you with her glasses like that, wouldn't you be giggling like a schoolgirl too? I know i would. No wait, i think i would faint. hee.

I don't think it's necessarily "love" though. But i think there was some strong attraction there on both sides. Shane couldn't take her eyes of carmen either. Now the question is whether that attraction is strong enough for Shane to let her guard down and explore this thing further.

Of course I'm hoping she does...

SHANE+CARMEN....

Sharmen (Shane&Carmen): We start kissing and we can't stop kissing~~

WHAT IS LOVE???

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

Monday, July 26, 2010

Geisha - Tak Kan Pernah Ada Lyrics.wmv

Tak kan Pernah Ada....

dia...
memang hanya dia...ku slalu memikirknnya,tak pernah ada habisnya....
benar dia~
benar hanya dia....ku slalu menginginkannya...belaian dari tangannya....
mungkin hanya dia....harta yg paling terindah...di perjalanan hidupku,
sejak gerak denyut nadiku...
mungkin hanya dia...indajnya sangat berbeda...
ku haus merindukannya........
ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku...kaulah yg terakhir dlm hidupku...
tak ada yang lain hanya kamu~tak pernah ada....tak kan pernah ada....

heartbroken gurl~

im juz a gurl dat wanna hve fun in life....have frendz....have a boyfrend....but sumtimes...i cnt have it...
i dunnoe y theyre cntrolling me dat much...seemz like im still under age 4 them~sumtimes aku nangis bila tingat bnda2 cmtok...tiz iz so unfair...y i cnt be like other normal teenagers??? im a human...i hve a heart feelin....i dserve 2 b happy....2 cry...2 laugh...or better i lived alone...ol by maself,witout any frndz around me...witout sum1 dat i luv...slh,kh aku utk hang around wit my frendz? y do these people nver try 2 undrstand how i feel....im not a doll...im not a toy...im a daughter....im a gurl..
maybe im a jobless~so dat i cnt go out~i cant hve frendz~i cnt hve a bf~ :: maybe cuz of dat...aku jd lesbianz!
bcuz....stp kali aku bkwn ngn org laki....mst xbley....juz like my past life...hve 2 hide my relationship wit 1 guy...slamak 3 taun! y....evrybdys not perfect....xsmstnya apa yg kta impikn....akn jd knytaan...stp apa yg smpurna d mata kta memg ssh nk dpt...
i luv ol my frendz....k.nor,mieyra,sis ejay,aton,beb,shane...n sapa2 jak....i hve nbdy in tiz world....only wit them..i feel d joy....happy....i laugh...y dun they juz..locked me up inside my rumz so dat i cant go out....! tied me up! or put me in the cage!
aku xtauk smpey bila aku dpt than hidup cmtok...d cntrol~
jgn smpey aku dpressed bna2....n do stupid thngz! tiz aint me!
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

genghardcoresott!!!

evrytime we're free.....we'll spent our time 2getha...we'll do sumthng funny n fun! hahahahaa....
we cry 2getha....we laugh 2getha....we share evrythng....lotz of luv!
no matter wud our c2ation....no matter how bad iz...we'll go thru it 2getha....<3



Wednesday, July 7, 2010

The Friend I Depend On~

" no one else can make me laugh like they does or shares more KRAZEE memories with me~
Theres no one i more trustingly confide in or have more fun with on a shopping spree...
Little does they know how much they means to me,in things that i forget to thank they for-


They countless acts of kind consideration,their loyalty,their patience,and much more.I have a tendency
to take for granted...
the friend that i depend on everyday~"



                                                   I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.....!










 

Monday, July 5, 2010

my best NGENG! ahakz!

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities.  She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway.  She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark.  She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink.  Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.  ~~



Of two sisters one is always the watcher, one the dancer. 




sister forever~




Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of.  You know whatever you do, they'll still be there.  ~
Big sisters are the crab grass in the lawn of life. ...
If you don't understand how a woman could both love her sister dearly and want to wring her neck at the same time, then you were probably an only child....
Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship.!


A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life~
A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams.  ~Sisters may share the same mother and father but appear to come from different families.  ~