sharmen ::

 I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! SHANEBABY......

one sweet day~

eid mubarak~

JUST A DREAM :'(

I was thinking about him ,
Thinking but me ,
Thinkin bout us ~What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, And it was only just a dream...
So I travel back ...Down that road (road)
Will  he come back? 
No one knows ~
I realize ...It was only just a dream....
I was at the top and now its like im in the basement ...
Number 1 spot, Now he find his a replacement
I swear now I cant take it ~
Knowing somebody's got my hubby...
He left me, Im tied
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right~~~
No more will i be missing, will I learn?
Didn't give him all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my hubby
HEY, he was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough ...
I'm going through it everytime that im alone ~
Now im wishing he would pick up the phone ...
But he made a decision that he wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong......
If you every loved somebody put your hands up ~
If you every loved somebody put your hands up ~
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything... :'(

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Tak kan Pernah Ada....

dia...
memang hanya dia...ku slalu memikirknnya,tak pernah ada habisnya....
benar dia~
benar hanya dia....ku slalu menginginkannya...belaian dari tangannya....
mungkin hanya dia....harta yg paling terindah...di perjalanan hidupku,
sejak gerak denyut nadiku...
mungkin hanya dia...indajnya sangat berbeda...
ku haus merindukannya........
ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku...kaulah yg terakhir dlm hidupku...
tak ada yang lain hanya kamu~tak pernah ada....tak kan pernah ada....

heartbroken gurl~

im juz a gurl dat wanna hve fun in life....have frendz....have a boyfrend....but sumtimes...i cnt have it...
i dunnoe y theyre cntrolling me dat much...seemz like im still under age 4 them~sumtimes aku nangis bila tingat bnda2 cmtok...tiz iz so unfair...y i cnt be like other normal teenagers??? im a human...i hve a heart feelin....i dserve 2 b happy....2 cry...2 laugh...or better i lived alone...ol by maself,witout any frndz around me...witout sum1 dat i luv...slh,kh aku utk hang around wit my frendz? y do these people nver try 2 undrstand how i feel....im not a doll...im not a toy...im a daughter....im a gurl..
maybe im a jobless~so dat i cnt go out~i cant hve frendz~i cnt hve a bf~ :: maybe cuz of dat...aku jd lesbianz!
bcuz....stp kali aku bkwn ngn org laki....mst xbley....juz like my past life...hve 2 hide my relationship wit 1 guy...slamak 3 taun! y....evrybdys not perfect....xsmstnya apa yg kta impikn....akn jd knytaan...stp apa yg smpurna d mata kta memg ssh nk dpt...
i luv ol my frendz....k.nor,mieyra,sis ejay,aton,beb,shane...n sapa2 jak....i hve nbdy in tiz world....only wit them..i feel d joy....happy....i laugh...y dun they juz..locked me up inside my rumz so dat i cant go out....! tied me up! or put me in the cage!
aku xtauk smpey bila aku dpt than hidup cmtok...d cntrol~
jgn smpey aku dpressed bna2....n do stupid thngz! tiz aint me!

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

genghardcoresott!!!

evrytime we're free.....we'll spent our time 2getha...we'll do sumthng funny n fun! hahahahaa....
we cry 2getha....we laugh 2getha....we share evrythng....lotz of luv!
no matter wud our c2ation....no matter how bad iz...we'll go thru it 2getha....<3

The Friend I Depend On~

" no one else can make me laugh like they does or shares more KRAZEE memories with me~
Theres no one i more trustingly confide in or have more fun with on a shopping spree...
Little does they know how much they means to me,in things that i forget to thank they for-

They countless acts of kind consideration,their loyalty,their patience,and much more.I have a tendency
to take for granted...
the friend that i depend on everyday~"

                                                   I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.....!

 

my best NGENG! ahakz!

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities.  She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway.  She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark.  She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink.  Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.  ~~

Of two sisters one is always the watcher, one the dancer. 

sister forever~

Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of.  You know whatever you do, they'll still be there.  ~
Big sisters are the crab grass in the lawn of life. ...
If you don't understand how a woman could both love her sister dearly and want to wring her neck at the same time, then you were probably an only child....
Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship.!

A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life~
A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams.  ~Sisters may share the same mother and father but appear to come from different families.  ~

:'(

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek...and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.....

Heartbroken................~

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
My love-lies-bleeding.~
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together....
There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.~~

IM IN LOVE....~!

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."
When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you."
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."
 "I'll give you the moon at nightI'll give you star that lights your eyesI'll give you the sun that made just one more dawnSo another day may comeI'll give you my heart and soulI'll be there to catch you when you fallWhen you ask me what I give to youGirl I'll give it all"
"It's in the way that you move me and the way that you tease me, the way I want you tonight. It's in the way that you hold me and the way that you know me, and when I can't find the right words to say ... you feel it in the way."

Sharmeannie Fenty

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BERBEDA~

Mungkin bagimu ku slalu salah
Dihadapmu ku tak pernah benar
Ku tak bisa menjadi pendamai
Didalam jiwamu

Ku lelah hadapi semua
Ku ingin kau mengerti
  Kini kusadar cinta tak bisa
Dijalani dengan perbedaan
Ku akui ku masih mencinta mu
Dan inginkan mu

Kan ku coba jalai hidup tanpamu
Diatas pedih yang akan ku rasakan
Kan kulintasi hidup tanpa dirimu
Ku akan pergi menjauh karena kita memang berbeda

Ku lelah hadapi semua
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Ku tahu kita tak mungkin menyatu
Ku ingin kau mengerti

FEEL LIKE 2 CRY...ARGHHHHH!

:'( MY BAD DAY.................

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time. 

 "The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"

"If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life
I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you..."" 

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."  

 

MY BEST GURL....~

A girlfriend is probably the only person in this world, who understands exactly what you are saying even though if you may not really be talking.

A true bond of friendship is usually only possible between people of roughly equal status. This equality is demonstrated in many indirect ways, but it is reinforced in face-to-face encounters by a matching of the posture of relaxation or alertness.

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.

 

MY VERY BEST BUDDY EVA!!!

“How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to”  

"It is by chance we met . . .
By choice we became friends."

"It takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it."

LOVE BETWEEN BESTFRIEND ~

You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost."

"Tears may come and go,
But there's one thing I know.
All my life you're a friend of mine.
You can depend on me.
I'll be fine...
'Cause you're a friend of mine."

PMS week~~

damn hurt...~2day is my 2nd day on pms.....argghhhh!

our 1st time we met~

our 1st time we met was....on network...tagged...hahaa...sounds funny 4 crtain people who doesnt trust in long~dstance relationship..

but i dun care anyway...as long as i luv dat person...i'll trust wit it...

 b4 i met my shane...i've promised myself dat i dun wannab like tiz anymore...i've tried so much thng so dat i bcme nrmal gurl....but i couldn't...im not hepy wit d way i am...

lastly i met tiz person....shez nice...kind...sweet...so frendly...funny...even tho we nver meet up but we're keep sending mms...heeee...then we bcme more closer...as a gud frendz...i nver noe dat she fall 4 me...i dunnoe wud 2 say...n wud 2 do cuz i dun wanna fall 4 anyone after my past life...~

SHARMEN....

Carmen: "Ok, every single person in my family adores you!...my mother?...she absolutely loves you!"
Shane: "I love them too.."
Carmen: "You do?"
Shane: "Mhmh...but I wonder how much they'd love me if they knew I was fucking their daughter?"
Carmen: "Uuhh...well I'm wondering who's going to be doing the f*** tonight because you looked pretty girly in that dress you had on!"
Shane: "Well..(lifting up Carmen's dress)..you look a lot girly yourself!"

 

LOVE SUICIDE~

FRIENDSHIP.....

A friend is someone, who upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer.

 

Your worst enemy could be your best friend, and your best friend your worst enemy.

 

Friendship is the source of the greatest pleasures, and without friends even the most agreeable pursuits become tedious.

Friends, both the imaginary ones you build for yourself out of phrases taken from a living writer, or real ones from college, and relatives, despite all the waste of ceremony and fakery and the fact that out of an hour of conversation you may have only five minutes in which the old entente reappears, are the only real means for foreign ideas to enter your brain.

Friendship is a sheltering tree. ~

At the shrine of friendship never say die, let the wine of friendship never run dry - Les Miserables

We learn our virtues from our friends who love us; our faults from the enemy who hates us. We cannot easily discover our real character from a friend. He is a mirror, on which the warmth of our breath impedes the clearness of the reflection..

 

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet....

CRAZY LOVE......

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin6. "Love is the beauty of the soul."

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

Love

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...