theres no more SHARMEN!

after a few years i go thru....ive change my life alot! tis iz my new story......

sharmen ::

 I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! SHANEBABY......

one sweet day~

eid mubarak~

JUST A DREAM :'(

I was thinking about him ,
Thinking but me ,
Thinkin bout us ~What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, And it was only just a dream...
So I travel back ...Down that road (road)
Will  he come back? 
No one knows ~
I realize ...It was only just a dream....
I was at the top and now its like im in the basement ...
Number 1 spot, Now he find his a replacement
I swear now I cant take it ~
Knowing somebody's got my hubby...
He left me, Im tied
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right~~~
No more will i be missing, will I learn?
Didn't give him all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my hubby
HEY, he was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough ...
I'm going through it everytime that im alone ~
Now im wishing he would pick up the phone ...
But he made a decision that he wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong......
If you every loved somebody put your hands up ~
If you every loved somebody put your hands up ~
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything... :'(

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Tak kan Pernah Ada....

dia...
memang hanya dia...ku slalu memikirknnya,tak pernah ada habisnya....
benar dia~
benar hanya dia....ku slalu menginginkannya...belaian dari tangannya....
mungkin hanya dia....harta yg paling terindah...di perjalanan hidupku,
sejak gerak denyut nadiku...
mungkin hanya dia...indajnya sangat berbeda...
ku haus merindukannya........
ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku...kaulah yg terakhir dlm hidupku...
tak ada yang lain hanya kamu~tak pernah ada....tak kan pernah ada....

heartbroken gurl~

im juz a gurl dat wanna hve fun in life....have frendz....have a boyfrend....but sumtimes...i cnt have it...
i dunnoe y theyre cntrolling me dat much...seemz like im still under age 4 them~sumtimes aku nangis bila tingat bnda2 cmtok...tiz iz so unfair...y i cnt be like other normal teenagers??? im a human...i hve a heart feelin....i dserve 2 b happy....2 cry...2 laugh...or better i lived alone...ol by maself,witout any frndz around me...witout sum1 dat i luv...slh,kh aku utk hang around wit my frendz? y do these people nver try 2 undrstand how i feel....im not a doll...im not a toy...im a daughter....im a gurl..
maybe im a jobless~so dat i cnt go out~i cant hve frendz~i cnt hve a bf~ :: maybe cuz of dat...aku jd lesbianz!
bcuz....stp kali aku bkwn ngn org laki....mst xbley....juz like my past life...hve 2 hide my relationship wit 1 guy...slamak 3 taun! y....evrybdys not perfect....xsmstnya apa yg kta impikn....akn jd knytaan...stp apa yg smpurna d mata kta memg ssh nk dpt...
i luv ol my frendz....k.nor,mieyra,sis ejay,aton,beb,shane...n sapa2 jak....i hve nbdy in tiz world....only wit them..i feel d joy....happy....i laugh...y dun they juz..locked me up inside my rumz so dat i cant go out....! tied me up! or put me in the cage!
aku xtauk smpey bila aku dpt than hidup cmtok...d cntrol~
jgn smpey aku dpressed bna2....n do stupid thngz! tiz aint me!

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

genghardcoresott!!!

evrytime we're free.....we'll spent our time 2getha...we'll do sumthng funny n fun! hahahahaa....
we cry 2getha....we laugh 2getha....we share evrythng....lotz of luv!
no matter wud our c2ation....no matter how bad iz...we'll go thru it 2getha....<3

The Friend I Depend On~

" no one else can make me laugh like they does or shares more KRAZEE memories with me~
Theres no one i more trustingly confide in or have more fun with on a shopping spree...
Little does they know how much they means to me,in things that i forget to thank they for-

They countless acts of kind consideration,their loyalty,their patience,and much more.I have a tendency
to take for granted...
the friend that i depend on everyday~"

                                                   I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.....!

 

my best NGENG! ahakz!

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities.  She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway.  She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark.  She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink.  Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.  ~~

Of two sisters one is always the watcher, one the dancer. 

sister forever~

Having a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of.  You know whatever you do, they'll still be there.  ~
Big sisters are the crab grass in the lawn of life. ...
If you don't understand how a woman could both love her sister dearly and want to wring her neck at the same time, then you were probably an only child....
Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship.!

A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life~
A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams.  ~Sisters may share the same mother and father but appear to come from different families.  ~

:'(

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek...and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.....

Heartbroken................~

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
My love-lies-bleeding.~
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together....
There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.~~

IM IN LOVE....~!

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."
When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you."
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."
 "I'll give you the moon at nightI'll give you star that lights your eyesI'll give you the sun that made just one more dawnSo another day may comeI'll give you my heart and soulI'll be there to catch you when you fallWhen you ask me what I give to youGirl I'll give it all"
"It's in the way that you move me and the way that you tease me, the way I want you tonight. It's in the way that you hold me and the way that you know me, and when I can't find the right words to say ... you feel it in the way."

Sharmeannie Fenty

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FEEL LIKE 2 CRY...ARGHHHHH!

:'( MY BAD DAY.................

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time. 

 "The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"

"If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life
I wont have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you..."" 

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."  

 

MY BEST GURL....~

A girlfriend is probably the only person in this world, who understands exactly what you are saying even though if you may not really be talking.

A true bond of friendship is usually only possible between people of roughly equal status. This equality is demonstrated in many indirect ways, but it is reinforced in face-to-face encounters by a matching of the posture of relaxation or alertness.

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.